Wednesday, April 23, 2008 ♥.
25'04'2008BITCH
killsHellos lovees .
sorry for th lonq waitinq .
I know how it felt when you click on my link and
wait for it to load and end up no updates =/
I will TRY to update often .
currently busy workinq at ZIMPLE.far east
Off aqain today .zzz
Monday work,tuesday off,ytd work and today off aqain .
wonderful uh .
Im damn bored luhhs .
supposed to meet up with miaoMIAO&co. for breakfast .
Ended up I woke up late .
Baby went school alrdy ):
haas .
I think i'll qrow fatter each day .
been eatinq snacks,chocolates&&rubbish with charlene at work .
trust me,we cnnt stop .
lauqhs !
And I love th pears and dumplinqs thr^^
Ohs,ytd after work,charlene&co. went club .
while me and miaoMIAO walked to mrt .
she talked alot to me,and till now Im still thinkinq about wht she said .
yea,true .
no matter wht,I still have to think about my future .
uhh,&& I have to strive throuqh all these shits .
Be it Im sensitive or whtever shit, he seems to have chanqed ever since he went school .
Idk why, but why didn't you think of how I feel when you meet those qirls .
my mind went blank .
seriously,I dunno wht can I do .
I hope to move back home,start afresh .
But I just cnnt qive you up .
you know how much I love you, how much I needed you .
Beinq unreasonable is just nt th way of carinq for me !
you dun like it when I meet them on saturdays .
But have you ever think why ?
I dun wanna face th dark room all by myself !
I need companys, I cant stand every saturday I have to be alone !
you were nt thr, so you never knew how I felt .
Even on my birthday, you were nt thr cause its another fcukinq saturday .
siqhh .
I never blame you for tht and you knew it .
But please,understand me .
you are my boyf .
I dun want others to know me better than you do .
Cause in another way,its hurtful .
withloves,JEREEN
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Posted @ Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Wednesday, April 16, 2008 ♥.
16'04'2008HAPPY 1YR5MTH ANNIVERSARY TO BABY (:As usual, Baby went to school .
I woke up at ard past 10 .
prepared, qoinq buqis .
Actually meetinq yuehuaBAOBEII, but end up never .
Cause she qot th time mixed up and she thouqht was tml =/
sosososo,met up with maineBEST first .
saw ahtionq and he intro-ed me a job next beside .
Ohhhhhhs, but I rejected as its nt my 'type' . *.*
Instead, I found a job at zimple (:
Okays,anyway ,went eat lunch at th 2nd storey at street .
we catchup real fast ehh .
She told me about her school stuffs and some really makes me lauqh .
Damn hilarious lahhs .
near 6, Baby came .
Idk why, but he's like so nt happy ..
Followed sereneBEST came .
walked ard and ard .
stop for a puff and aqain walked ...
ohs yahhs, Im qonna qet my nails done by Kelly (:
met up with darr and mun chonq .
slacked .went buqis junction .
lauqhs,darr and mun chonq damn funny lahhs !
den besties went town,darr went back batok .
me baby and MC went back pasir ris .
bouqht ice-cream,home sweet home (:
awww,Idk why but he is nt happy all th while .
It doesn't seems like its our anni .
uhhhh,whtever .
&&&& I seems to drift so far away from her .
I missed our talks and days toqether ):
withloves,JEREEN
Labels: Disappointment .
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Posted @ Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Monday, April 14, 2008 ♥.
12'04'2008Met Darr at his blk thr .
walked to elias mall,
lan shop .
saw xiaogordon and co .
Hmm,quite alot of people .
But,everyone chanqed =/
Girl called and she meet me (:
Toqether with shihan and philene .
went mac ate lunch .
and decided to qo tamp safra .
So we cabbed thr .
Saw Julius and co .
duhh .its superrrrr boreddddd thr luhhs can .
Darr went open pool table with shihan .
while me and julius had a small chat .
And I dunno why,but he makes me realised alot .
went out find philene and qirl .Had a puff .
And our little photo session .
chatted alot .
Back in,watched darr and SH play .
qirl and philene qoinq downtown .
Huqqed her and said qoodbye ):
Cock session with mun chonq .
Hahs .He's damn cute with his talkinqs and actions .
Followed,me,darr,mc, SH and his friend went TM for dinner .
Whts worse was, mac aqain .
Didn't intend to eat .
But darr bouqht me burqer still .
Ate halfway and I stopped .
Cocks alittle and SH and friend left .
Th 3 of us wondered ard CS and TM .
wanted to catch a movie,but none of it interest me .
met darr aunt and family .
And she drive us to her place .
watched cartoon with darr while mc watched A vs P 1 .
time was about qoinq midniqht .
met up with mike and jon at west plaza .
Yea,qoinq cyclinq .
And I used Babyy's bike .
Cycled to chanqi .
Overall,I had much fun (:
with them ard,I never stopped lauqhinq .
And I must say,they took really qood care of me .
Am qlad tht babyy qot sucha qood brothers ard .
cycled to
PRP .
waited for sunrise .
I really concentrated on th sky .
As I wanna see and capture tht beautiful siqht for him .
And they thouqht I was emo-inq .
Lauqhs .
MC made us lauqh like hell man .
If only you people can hear how he sanq,'Im your pornstar' :DDDD
while darr sanq his retro old sonqs .
Hahs .
It was like 7am alrdy .
everyone turninq to sleepinq mode .
So,we went home .
'Kind-hearted' Mr Jon sent me home .
uhhhhh,yes .
Im nt happy .
siqhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .
I felt tht wht julius said miqht be true .
Once patched back, th feelinqs sure fade alittle .just like him and her .
idk idk luhss !fcuk .
Im certain tht my feelinqs are still stronq,but him?idk .
yea,my privacy .shouldn't say more ):
Anyway,So much thks to qirl,darr,mike,jon,mc and also my best sisters .
For acc me throuqh so much .
Made me happy and lauqh and blahhs .
I love saturday for some reasons cause they will be with me (:
Thouqh I miss love alotsssssssssssss .
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Posted @ Monday, April 14, 2008
Saturday, April 5, 2008 ♥.
05'04'2008hello loveees !(:
Firstly,happy birthday to JEREEN^^
Hahs .
spent my day with my love ones except for Babyy ):
Met Aloydarr at ard 3pm .
Slacked awhile den bus-ed to meet mike at his place .
After which they went for their meetinq while I qo meet venetia'qirl,shihan and besties .
went cine, din really shop much .
ard 6,we cabbed to buqis due to th heavy rain =/
yea,and met ah tionq and ah shu (:
I left after chattinq awhile .
went kopitiam for my first meal >.<
Nt lonq after,mike called and said want meet at tm .
So me,qirl,shihan and maine went toqether .
met up with dar,mike,mum chonq,vincent and xiaoqorden .
lauqhs .
Darr and mike bouqht me a bouquet of flower :D
Im happy nurhs (:
And I bouqht one for qirl to cheer her up a little^^
peii-ed qirl eat her prata than sent her to taxi stand .
siqhhh,I don't like th feelinq of partinq with her ):
missinq her alrdy =/About 9pm, we trained to raffles .
went club and it was like so damn freakinq hot .
I did enjoyed a little overall .
Thks darr,mike and serene for th non-stop accompany (:
Esp darr,he makes me lauqh th most !
Haas .
Cabbed back pasir ris, went to lans .
damn lame luhhs .
till morninq 6am den we left .
Planned to qo darr aunty hse toqether with best and mike .
But due to some thinqs, ended up only me and best went .
Left at ard 8 plus am .
Accompanied best wait for bus,den darr pei-ed me take bus .
quess everyone is sleepinq damn peaceful now :D
siqhh,I missed baby ...
I cant qet him off my mind th whole niqht ..
uhhh..nvm ! Im fetchinq him from hostel later alrdy (:
Haas .
withloves,JEREEN
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Posted @ Saturday, April 05, 2008
Wednesday, April 2, 2008 ♥.
Than why didn't you explain at first ?Instead,you continued scoldinq ?
It did came across my mind whether its nt me,BUT,your next post is so obvious .
Uhhh,whtever luhs .
really no mood to continue ..
Hellos lovees .
sorry for th shitty post .
uh,super no mood ..
I really hope I can move back .
Nt bcos I don't want bf or whtsoever,but Im really nt happy here .
I too hope to stay with Bf =/
His probation is like our problem for everythinq .
Yes,I will wait .
But currently thr's too manyy thinqs tht drives me wanna qo back yishun .
I dunno wht to do,neither do I wanna hurt Bf .
siqhhhhhhhh .
Its really stressful ):
Didn't enjoyed durinq bbq,so I quess I wont be enjoyinq too on sat .
When I huqqed Bf last niqht,I didn't realised my tears rollinq down .
Thr's so many problems qoinq on .
One addinq on to another and it never stops .
My happy moments like only lasted awhile and no more .
I dunno who I can rely and tell him/her everythinq .
I cant simply tell Bf everythinq ..
uhhhh,fcuk .
will my wish ever come true ?withloves,JEREEN
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Posted @ Wednesday, April 02, 2008
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who started it ?and who's th childish one ?
Think and talk luhhs .
And Fcuk you back (:
you're th one who's unhappy with me first, so is you come talk to me if you have any problem (:
I wont waste my time to quarrel, you can continue and be childish by all means (:
At least I know tht I did tried to befriend you as they told me to .
But Im nt like you la hor .
People nice to you and you can turn back scoldinq me a hypocrite ?
whtever it is, don't have to keep scoldinq .
It really makes you looks very silly (:
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Posted @ Wednesday, April 02, 2008
Tuesday, April 1, 2008 ♥.
1'04'2008Hellos loves .
Back from bbq, freakinq tired .
Hmm,overall,I had fun .
yea,true,Im nt happy thouqh .
hehhs,forqet it .
Andddd fcuk it ! while chasinq
ALOY, my toe nail came off and bleeds .
Its fcukinq hell pain can !):
Half of my toe nail came off =/
eeeewwww ...
yupp yupp, met till
rebecca mummy today (:
fetch her from senqkanq before headinq to prp .
Blah blah blah ..
Than everythinq ended ard 9 plus when everyone started leavinq ..
slacked and chatted with qinqhua,rene,maine,mike and jon .
Th conversation was funny luhhs !
hahhs .
Im sorry but I have to say,for today,Thr's like too many
BITCHES who pissed me off .
Still,I hate her .
yes,her .
fcuk her (:
Im nt sure if you're referrinq to me in your bloq,but well,I don't qive a shit .
Not manyy likes you anyway .
uhhhh,Im just so pissed off .
Hope darrel,julius,mike and jon can really cheer me up on my birthday (:
As well as my dear sisters !
Love them sososo much luhhs !(:
withloves,JEREEN
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Posted @ Tuesday, April 01, 2008