Hellos loves :DD
Yes,Im startinq afresh with my boyy (: *only sweet know
I wanna be a qood qf,qood sweet,a qood fren,&&maybe a qood student .
A new year ahead,will be a start for me (:
I will work hard towards my qoal .
But,Im afraid that I'll back out halfway ):
siqh .
Nvm,I'll try pushinq myself (:
Must support me ohs !(:
Lauqhs .
Thks to those who cared for me :DD
great thks~
I'll be busy,so till than,BYEEEEEEE =DDD



ILsweet^-^
&& I LOVE BOYFRIEND (:

withloves,
JEREEN

Hey people ! Im considerinq whether to qo back school .
SIGLAP SECONDARY SCHOOL (:
with sweet&&mike's accompany .
That means,NO MORE COLORED HAIR,NO MORE NAIL ARTS !!
Damn it !
Still,I must qo back school take back report book first .
I need 2 O'lvl sub to qo into my course .
So,maybe I'll qo for it .wish me luck yeah ?
Hahs .sweet's riqht .I cannot afford to lose time .
I wanna qet my course,&& I MUST !
New friends,teachers,environment .

Im STILL CONSIDERING luhhs .not confirm..

siqh-
super sad for baby .
Kanna probation already :/


ILsweet :DD


withloves,
JEREEN

Im such a useless qirlfriend .

&&yes,I am .
I never realised wht I did would actually hurt you so much .
Im damn selfish,nt sweet at all . ):
I know I CAN treat you better,but I didn't .
I'll choose nt to apoloqise,cause I know it wont help .

That last niqht in chalet, met sweet&&wenlinq .
Wanted to drink,but over 12am ler so cnnt buy .
strolled back to chalet,&& I left them .
I feel that I should be left alone for some time .
To cool down, or rather sort thinqs out myself .
Suddenly,I felt myself so fcukinq useless .
Maybe,from the start I should have realised that,but I chose to run away .
I never make you happy ): never at all .
Baby came lookinq for me .
He sat down beside me,with my side face facinq him .
I didn't dare face him .Im too ashame to face huh ?yes .
He said stuffs like," I treat you so qood,why must you treat me like that ?
I just want to see you happy,don't want you sad .
But you always qive me attitude etc .
I used all my pay most on you,I try to buy wht you like .
&& I never buy anythinq for myself ,all save for you .
I will buy whtever I can afford, just for you .
and I really love you .." etc~


For the first time,I never utter a word .Nt at all .
I just kept tearinq&&moretears.
You huqqed me,told me to stop cryinq .&& you said you never blame me .
Thats wht makes me even worse .
I RATHER YOU HATE/BLAME ME !
Why ?Why must you treat me so nice ?
I mean,I make you anqry more than makinq you happy&& you still loves me .
Im qrateful,to have you .Really .
You can always find a better qirl .
But you chose to be with me still .

Hellos loves (:

I would like to wish my precious baby a HAPPY 16 BIRTHDAY :DDD
Hope that he'll enjoy durinq the chalet&&of cos later toniqht .
Mike&& I bouqht a cake just now .
&& today afternoon,went tm ntuc buy chalet foods .
It was super crowded due to the cominq christmas .
J puchinq the trolley,squeezinq here&&there .
Fun fun luhhs :DD
Went to pay for the food,
nett $$$165 .
lauqhs .
Its really a BOMB !
But nevermind,so lonq as everyone enjoys durinq the chalet (:
Lookinq forward to that day,meetinq my sisters&&of cos my sweeet :DDD
I wanna have fun (:


Oh yes yes ! Im happy :DD
Finally,Im lettinq qo..
cheers for me eh !
hehh~

byeeee~

withloves,
JEREEN

Hello loves (:
Heres my naqqy post aqain :DD
I've think it over,&& yes,Im better off without 'feelinqs' .
I never knew how to trust one .
Theres always backstabs,hurts&&lies .
I've learnt these throuqh my friends,my quy&& my family .
I am wht they forced to become .
Sometimes,These can makes someone chanqe tremandously .
Day by day,read your own post&& you'll see how much you actually chanqed ..

I hate people tellinq me,that they'll be there .
Seriously,when I need someone,where were you all ?
Don't tell me,you're sorry for nt beinq there .
Cause it HAD already marked my heart .

Happy,is what I tell myself I had to be (:
Yes,I still love you quys..
Cause there'll be lauqhters cominq from me when Im with you ..

Just like wht sweet said to me before .
I MUST FAKE,HURT PEOPLE BEFORE THEY STRIKE .
I can say that,Im tryinq ..

&& as for my boyy..
Im left with nothinq much to say .

siqh .
The least he can ever do for me,is to just qive me the concern I need .
He didn't, so i need my friends even more .
But, they are havinq their own qood friends/buddies/boyfriends .
I wouldn't wanna disrupt their happy life .

Promises are meant to be broken ?

Im just qettinq a new life .
I will fake .
But if I seriously do not like you,I'll definately turn nasty .
Im not that soft spoken nor qentle qirl you once know .
Yes riqht,there'll be some characters of me unchanqed .
It depends , which kinda person Im facinq infront .

Yeahh .I sounded evil .
But,who cares ?
Smile&& let qo (:

I couldn't lead my proper life anymore .
Even infront of him,Im fakinq .
No more tender care,huqqs,kisses ?
yes,NO MORE .
too fake..
nobody understands anymore .
No one makes me trust aqain..never..

Deep in,I admit,that I seriously hope there'll be a someone who cares truly,for me .
Let me once aqain feel that I can actually trust,&& smile from the bottom of my heart .

*I reqretted lettinq him have psp.. *

Compared,Im nothinq at all .


withloves,
JEREENdead

Firstly, I wanna conqrates Baby for PASSING HIS N'LVL :DDDD


Im happy for him~ (:
Still,my mood sucks !

Oh yes yes .Im in damn hell bad mood .
well,nevermind me .
I'll be fine in maybe a few days ?
Hmms,make me happy ?
Lauqh out loud please .
-.-"

Im currently at M hse .
Thses few days like kept qoinq in && out of his place .
watched movie,surf net,drink etc .
Awww,but this makes me realised that * is nt a qentleman .
Thouqh he is handsome,cool&& blah blah..
But his attitude sucks to core .
Totally nt a man laa !
In a sense that,he never qives way to girl .
The way he talk&&acts,makes me super anqry .
Of cos,The way I talked to him, was SUPERLY RUDE (:
He never realised how bad he is .
Unlike Fb,M&& baby .
They treat qals really nice .
Please,who will want a nt qentleman quy to be your friend ?
(exclude boy)
The feelinqs,damn horrible .
&&& I bet you will wanna qo up to him && say,
BE A MAN LAA PLEASE ! if you ever qo outwith him .
I want to..but,if i do,maybe,friends no more ?
nahhs .
Still,I wanna say to him .
Lauqhs .

Anyway,ytd went suntec city .
walked,shopped,movie-d,k-box-ed .
not really that fun .
Mood as I said,was bad .
Still,I wanna recommand you people to watch ALVIN && THE CHIPMUNKS :DD
Its super nice+funny+++++++ CUTE!!!!!!
I hope i'll have a talkinq chipmunks as pet !

LOLS .
went to DXO(beside) ate dinner .
waited for my dad to pick us up,send us home (:
It had been so lonq since I last see him .
But, Im still qlad that he had settled down with a job (:
At least I know that sister is fine with her life :DDD
I'll be qoinq back home soon,to visit her .
I miss her hell lotssssss .

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&
where is MR GOH FOO BOON !?
Our next outinq trip with you,brother :DDD


withloves,
JEREEN

Oh qreat ! Im fcukinq care everythinq .
I wont think about that && neither would I care .
EMPTY PROMISES !
Im tryinq to let my bloq rot !
I don't wish to update cos,I think there's not a need .

JEREEN

Sunday *

Met the qals .
slacked .talked .
Had really nice chattinqs .
SOSOSO much to catchup .
&& Im sure we enjoyed (:
Later,met Baby && M at somerset.
Pooled .
Home .



Monday *yesterday

Went to collect Baby's pay .
Met FB at buqis mrt .
There were Mike,Jon,FB,Baby&&me .
ate at pastamania :DDD
Had fun there .
Lauqhs .
we almost finished 2 bottles of cheese .

Followed,went SLS .
qet mike's speaker for his Psp .
walked back to street .
&& some *mood-spoilinq* thinqs happen ):
Awww,im superly pissed .
But,FB chilled me down .
sms-ed with sweeet :DD

Trained to cityhall .
K-box !!
lauqhs .
Im happy~
Reqained my mood abit*

sinq sanq SUNG (: !
FB start ball .
haha !

Den he went off to fetch his qf .
Back at 11++pm .

When the rest went smokinq room,Baby sanq a sonq,for me (:
Lyrics,so meaninqful .
Despite his poor chinese,He finished the whole sonq (:
Im touched,really .
In my whole life,He's the only quy who sanq for me .
This ensured me that he do loves me .
I believe,&& I trust .

A happeninq niqht,I can say .

FB cabbed home .
While we 4 cabbed home .

*mood-spoilinq* thinq happened .
Baby's parents called .
very very pissed .

I kinda dislike them abit .
Thouqh they helped me alot,But i still feel that they should respect my own dreams .
I wanted to learn my own course,but they *forced* me to stay inside what army admin thinqy .
Say wht qot more pay workinq for qovernment&& stuffs .
PLEASE LAA .
I don't wanna work thinqs that doesn't interest me .
I won't wanna waste my life like that .
Its so freakinq horrible kinda feelinq when they talked to me about that .
BUT I WILL WORK THE WAY I WANT .
qet that riqht .


siqh*

had some photos .
shall update them toniqh or tml .
qoinq out now..

withloves,
JEREEN

Im anqry,moody . over some thinqs*
For no reasons..I just qot anqry..
siqh-
Just felt so pissed .
Im like nt one of them..
There are thinqs that I dunno..
Im an outsider already ?
nahhs .
Thouqh I know that I dun care,but somehow felt so sour..

Ohs well,nvm .They don't matter (:
spendinq&&wastinq my day away today .
sweets nt free,Baby's workinq .
Poor,lonely JEREEN~

lauqhs .
But at least I know,There are 2 person which I care&&love :DDD
&& They loves me too (:

The msqs they sent me .

FROM : BABY

'Baby,when I close my eyes,I think of you .when Im doinq my thinqs,I miss you .
when Im walkinq,I hope you are with me walkinq toqether .But when Im with you,
I love you and nt qoinq to leave you even for a min .Love you .'

My boyy,he is so sweet .Thouqh he is nt qood at words,but I know wht he wants to express .
Ilovehim (: bejealous .lauqhs .
Its always a bless to be loved by your him, don't you think ?


FROM : SWEET

' In your heart,you know can le :-) swiit I qo slp le,very tired .Love you .you also must know,
ilu alot n you forever my sweet ! '


This is the msg my sweet sent me last niqht (:
Seriously,im touched .
No friend ever send me somethinq so touchinq..
&& its nt only msqs,its the actions .

Both of them are my cant live withouts :DDD




&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&
I HATE HER !
Fcukinq bitch .
am wonderinq,why sososo many people dislikes her,still must ren her ?
Just because they are backinq her ?
I feel that they are just qivinq face .
She pretty ? NO .
Kind ? NO .
actinq cute&&backstabbinq ?YES .she's the no.1 (:


I'll be the first to clap if someone ever just slap her on her face .
Even baby also dislikes her .thouqh they are qans .
nahhs .
If she thinks that she's qettinq all the attention from the boyys,
be it .
who cares ?
She only makes pple talks more behind her .
Hope she'll be surprise by those nasty comments upon her (:
If she thinks she's a princess,its a biq NONO !


withloves,
JEREEN

Hellos people (:
loonnnnnnqqqq time no bloq .
kinda lazy&&busy .

quarrelled with baby the previous niqht before his court ytd .
siqh .
&& its really a biq biq quarrel .
I went find khornee at her work place,&& cried ):
I told her to tell baby&&mike to leave .
They left .
&& I trained home,alone .
Durinq that journey, I think alot~
tears urqinq to fall .
But,i tolerated .
All the way,until pasir ris .
Its so painful to cry without anyone comfortinq .
Baby sms-ed&& called .I nv answer .
siqh .
Slowly,I strolled to sweet's blk .
couldn't find any ways to contact her ): she has qot no phone .
Tried callinq her mum,&& she comforted me .Thks so much to her~
waited for hours,hopinq to see sweet,den end up 11pm,i went home .
Mike's mum called me too .
Both mums comforted me .
Told me to qo home as baby's worried .

Thinkinq that he needa attend court early next morninq,I went home .
He apoloqised .

sweet called at ard 12am .
Chatted awhile with her .
Her mum asked me if I wanna qo over&&stay for the niqht,but due to baby,I rejected .
I miss sweet~ ):
I've like qot so much to tell her .


Than,ytd court .
I cabbed down to pass him his uniform,to prove that his a student .
Den his mum told me to acc marisa to her qrandmother hse at tanjong paqar .
I waited&&wait .
hours passed .
His parents came,said that they need 10,000$ to bail him out ):
If nt straiqht to boy's home .
Im really freaked out .
They urqued with the judge,end up 6000$ bailed .
stupid police held him until 5pm .
He was locked up .


Durinq those hours,his aunt chatted so much with me,just like a friend .
&& I like her so much (:
She lives in Austrlia with her family .
lauqhs .&& she's rich .
she suqqested me to take up beauticians course .
Den can miqrate to Austrlia with her .
Althouqh its still a far dream,But I hope to fulfill .
Baby told me about wantinq to miqrate a few months aqo .
After hearinq all the benefits there,I really hope to qo .
Leavinq all my past,startinq afresh (:

Its a qood opportunities cause Austrlia is lackinq beautycians .
She intend to open a shop there,cos she's now takinq up hair stylinq .
So I could work there too .

Im sure there'll be difficulties,but we'll pull throuqh .
words are nth,so I'll proof it .
Im takinq up this course .
Is my interest too .
I believe,I'll do it well .

today,did nth .
stayed home && meetinq sweet later .

&& oh yahs,when cabbinq to the court .I met this stupid taxi driver .

(in chinese)
me : uncle,juvenile court,beside subornate court de .
uncle : Tamp that one uhhs..
me : HUH?nono,chinatown that one .
uncle : family court riqht .
me : I dunno,just at chinatown that one .
uncle : ya la,i know is chinatown that one .
me : -.-" den you say tamp?!
uncle : I wher qot say tamp?
me : whatever la,just faster im rushinq .
uncle : * crappinq dunno sayinq wht shit *

halfway,Baby called .asked us to hurry .

me : uncle,can drive faster abit ?im rushinq .
uncle : ok .

speed OBVIOUSLY nv chanqe .

den baby's father called .asked to faster .

me : uncle,can drive a little more faster ?
uncle : how to fast ?! you cannot see already very fast liao mehh?!
me : like that very fast meh ?
uncle : very fast le,how fast you want ?
me : just faster laaaaa .rushinq laaa !!

end up also so S~L~O~W .
stupid useless cab .
lanjiao driver ):


this is the first time Im so rude to drivers .
nb .&& the way&& tone he talks,really super quailan .
Baby's father said,you should pass the phone to him&& I'll scold him .
HAHA .lauqhs .

Nauqhty baby durinq lock up qo wacked one M*L*Y quy .
he said the quy walked like his father road&& stare at him .
That quy ang gong siao .
end up kanna beat by baby&&the 3 other room mates .
I was lauqhinq when he told me .
After beatinq,he told that quy nt happy come pasir ris find him back,
den that quy said dunwan dunwan .
HAHA .
The other 3 also said that .

He came out&& we went eat .
I really was so scared .
Thks sweet for sms-inq me,comfortinq me (:
Now you know why I love her,she's so sweet&& always the one there for me..



This post alittle bit too naqqy .
lauqhs .i dunno wht to write,so bla bla bla so much .
dun mind yah?
cos I'll nt bloq for the next few days~
so TC people !(:
&& maybe im chanqinq job..


withloves,
JEREEN

woohoo~
Im kinda relieved .
After knowinq Baby's only qettinq probation (:
nb .He told me last time de 5 case re-open back,den was thinkinq no hope liaos .
UNTIL YTD,M told me never .&& I stare at baby .
Damn,he still qot the cheek to smile back at me -.-
lie,lie&&MORE LIES !
am so stupid to cry thinkinq he's qonna leave .

Okays .
ytd,met M,fooboon&&baby after work .
went city hall there eat .
Esplanade there,beside DXO .which I dunno how to call it .
Food was yummy~ (:
ordered seafood&&stuffs .
was really enjoyinq the cold breeze&&talks .
chatted real alot of stuffs .
FB quarrelled with his qf .
But somehow,its so hilarious .
The way he speak to his qf .makes us lauqh non-stop .

Ard 2am,cabbed home .
M went hm,while FB came home with us .
Bath,went central buy ciqq&&beers .
I didn't drink of cos .
The 3 of us chatted sososo much .
qet to know much more of each other .
heart to heart talks (:
qossip-ed some people .
HAHA !
slept at 5am .
Im at the left,baby middle&&FB riqht .
lauqhs*
Baby told me that he think he huqqed FB sleep just now :DDDDDDDDDD
super funny .kept lauqhinq~
ard 9++,FB went meet his qf while we continue sleep .
&& later at niqht meetinq out aqain yea ?

Am wonderinq how to contact you,sweet..
I've qot so much to tell you..

withloves,
JEREEN

There's thinqs still nt done ):
I wanna complete my list of wishes in heart .
manwhile, I qot some done (:
Ifoundmysweet,mytruefriend .
Ilearntobenasty .
I'veqottenmyheels,skinnys,tops .BUT !notenouqh .
FoundmyBURBERRYlimitededition perfume :DDDDDD Im satisfied .

Not done ):
foreverwithBYSG .
Havenqetmynailsdone .
shoppinqwithsister .
more$$$
happyfamily .
australiatrip .due to baby's case,it will be delayed 18months from now ):
sushiwithsweet&&baby .
beachtripwithbaby .


sofar,these are the thinqs I wanna have now .
Importantly,I dun wanna lose baby&&sweet ):

withloves,
JEREEN

ie noe im not PERFECT ..
ie qet jealous at times ..
we fiqht over STUPID thinqs ..
ie hanq up && ue call me RIGHT BACK ..
ie sae ie wont do it aqain,&& ie do ..
ie may act immature at times ..
BUT THERE IS ONE THING .THAT ie am sure of,
ie have NO IDEA where ie would be without your patient && LOVE for me .
ie may not be the perfect girlfriend,
ie may not show ue how much ie really do care for ue ..
BUT THERE IS ONE THING THAT IS AND WILL ALWAYS BE TRUE ...ieloveyoo (:

♥*~_BABYLICIOUS_~*♥
[... + MY SIS && DADDY + ...]
[... +BAOBEI grandma + ...]
[...+ hubby JASON + ...]



**MY BEST GIRLFRIENDS**
SERENE, GERMAINE, LIJUAN . My ZIMPLE qirls~


**BESTIES**
FooBoon, Darrel, Ahshu*Nicolas .

-more money
-more shoppinqs
-quess, coach
-outinq with BESTIES
-stay with hubby forever :DD
-to be pampered by him for life :DD
-be happier~

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